hellos. (: long time haven't blog le. been super duper lazy and i guess no mood la. so well, mid year's are over and got results back and everything. so as usual my results are damn lousy. failed all my subs except for english and dnt. and my overall marks for science and humanities is like 49.9!! wtf man. #($!&@%$ but whatever. the rest of my results were shit, so forget it. SATURDAY had choir in the morning. then went to katong shopping centre with astrid & georgina to eat. rushed off to meet grace at city hall. we had coffee and it was nice nice. so well, had mentoring. i feel better now but i'm still feeling kinda lousy but it'll be okay. i hope. we took mrt all the way to chua chu kang. and guess what, we took the red line. how stupid. we should have taken the green line. so much faster can!!! so anyway, met the rest of the guys and made our way to teck whye secondary school. the place is super wulu la. nobody one. so they went to get ready and warm up and stuff and i was left there to stone. then after that more people came including weiwei. ((: he's damn cute!! the whole time he's like, 'i'm spiderman!!' and 'you're green goblin!!' LOL! then i was like 'okay, so what do i do?' the he said, 'you throw bombs!' super funny! yea, so we cheered for them and everything. so exciting!! oh and jj hurt his eye. i think it was quite bad cos he had to go get stitches. the match was quite close lorss! but still lost 2-3. ): nvm la. i think they played well. :D so after that they had debrief and everything. so the rest went home and me, grace, shermin and dodo went to long john's to eat. then my daddy came. and i went homeee. used comp for awhile and i went to read my book!! but after that i became rather upset so i just went to sleep. SUNDAY service was really good today. very applicable. (: after service went to united square for lunch. it was funn!! i never laughed like that in a really long time and it felt really good. so after that the guys went to i don't know where. and me, deanna, shermin, shalyn went arcade at novena. funfun! (: met my mum after that then came home.
so yes, my weekends rocked. because i've been like some idiotic pms-ing emotional freak for quite some time this year. someone commented, 'eh how come isabel like everytime sad one.' it's not really true la but it was super demoralising la. i mean no one ever said such a thing abt me. not that i take it as an insult or sth. in fact, that remark woke me up. nothing's been going right this year especially now but i guess i just have to accept it la. grace gave me a reason for why i've been feeling so broken recently but i don't know if it's good or bad la. BLAH. but it's alright, everything's going to be okay. i'm a strong girl with god right beside me. that's what i'm gonna tell myself from now on. (: <3
i'm gonna stop looking back, and start moving on, learn how to face my fears. love with all of my heart, make my mark, i wanna leave something here.
GAH!!! i just typed all my tagbacks but it disappeared!! so hellos ,okay, thank you, there i've updated my blog! that answers almost everything you guys have tagged so far. hehe.
